Am I capable of becoming a programmer?

[Larz60+]

If you have a burning desire to become a programmer, nothing can stop you.
I you feel reluctance to read books, or tutorials, or do exercises,
you probably don't have the drive that is needed to succeed.
The main point is if it's in your heart, you can do it.
There are a plethora of resources available to help you to succeed.
A good place to start is here.
Good Luck and most importantly have fun.